Little thoughts, big dreams

“I want to sing again. Dance to the music. I want to feel the softness of the petals of a beautiful flower touching my hand on a sunny day. I want to smile by a wonderful and genuine happiness with a slow, expanding smile that will create more smiles. I want to look at the blue sky and think how beautiful life is. I want to hear the birdsong again. All this I want – that’s what I am, that’s who I am. And I wait here, with a patient that threatening to break out, and with a pleasurable anticipation, thinking of what will come next, and I hold back very hard, barely able to find the strength to wait for me to fall into my little lake of happiness.” -alittleuphoria.

 

 

Self-Destruction

“And I’m sinking, sinking, into deep black water. They are refreshing, pleasurable, pleasant, but as I sink in them, the pressure on my body rises. The euphoria in my mind is dizzying. The heart slows down. My mouth opens with a silent cry and water penetrates my body, filling my lungs, suffocating me. Mysterious black waters, intriguing and delightful. It killing me, it killing me. I have nothing to hold on to, I can not trust myself to get out of this trouble. So I pray that someone will take me out of the water, drive me out of the darkness. He would take the water out of my body and hug me in his warm embrace. But in the meantime, at dusk, I continue to sink into deep black waters.”

-alittleuphoria. 

Faded during time

“Where has simplicity gone? Simple people with complex thoughts. Tell me, where simplicity has gone? Rays of light outcrop through the cloudes. Where it is, the simplicity? A wonderful smile of a little boy holding a candy. Why it is so beautiful, the simplicity, however, it is so hard to see it- is that so? I saw simplicity yesterday, when I looked at the trees swinging by the breeze. I saw simplicity the day before yesterday when I was watching the stars covering the night sky. I saw the simplicity today, watched the moon and tasted summer in the middle of the winter. I can see simplicity now, as my dog staring at me lovingly. Simplicity is everywhere, or maybe it’s a crazy imagination? Either way, it’s there.”

-alittleuphoria.

First blog post

Hey guys, I would be very delight to share my thoughts, fears, imaginations, expectations and all kind of random stuff that cross my mind in the middle of the day and are worth sharing:)

English is not my native language, so if you bump into some grammar mistakes here and there- I am very sorry and I would be really glad if you’ll correct me:)

So, let’s begin !